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10:25 am
[Link] | well i haven't updated in a long time, dont really have anyting to update about now, its really early for me to be up on a saturday morning. I'm just really confused/stressed about everything right now.
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07:55 pm
[Link] | ok, i guess this is the lj equivalent of "shouting it from the rooftops"
I Love Meagan!!!!
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: Bob Dylan-My Back Pages
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06:47 pm
[Link] | Well school has started ( thats how good I am at updates)I like all my classes pretty much the same, nothing really makes my day so much brighter to go into. Im tired mostly all the time, I have so much freaking homework all the time. Its like as soon as I get to where I think I'm caught up and can get on a good schedule, I get even more. AP is killing me. Im really not getting the amount of sleep i should be. I think its making me a little grumpy, plus ive been sick for like 3 weeks, and not getting sleep isnt helping it go away, but when i do have free time, i dont want to sleep, so i guess i'll just keep doing this until i die. The other day, I was kinda depressed, just feeling out of it, but at lunch Cole cheered me up, and this girl beside me at lunch gave me funyuns, and that always makes me really happy. It does however piss me off that the dewitt tries to be all tough, and the other day he said " to be honest, i've never really liked you" like i ever really liked him or even thought he was normal. Anyway, I guess overall things are going pretty well. Thats about it.
Current Music: Eric Clapton- Only the Broken Hearted
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12:39 am
[Link] | Mister Roger's in the middle of the night depresses me, it usually makes me happy, but since I think more at night, i guess it makes me think of the past. I dont know why I made this update, just a thought.
Current Mood:  depressed
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12:54 am
[Link] | well im back now. it was fun. anyway. i have an assignment for everyone to do, write a suicide note. just to see what you would say. post it in the comments.
NOTE: You do not have to be suicidal, dont actually think about commiting suicide. this is just an exploritory activity. i would hate for anyone to kill themselves. i love you all
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01:29 am
[Link] | Well, I'm leaving tommorow for Legislator's school, I'm going to be gone for three weeks, feel free to tweak my ego and tell me how much you miss me. I'll have my cell phone with me, so if you know it you can call me. If not, you can leave a message here. Thats all. Goodbye
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03:39 pm
[Link] | I've been listening to Blink 182 all day, well that and Karen Carpenter ( not sure why i would listen to her)Mostly I've been listenign to Adam's Song, ahh the irony, I used to listen to that song alot, and I thought it described me. Anyway, I realized that if somebody does something bad in my dreams I'm mad at them when I wake up. Does anybody else do that? Maybe I'm just strange. Thats all.
Current Mood:  blank
Current Music: Adam's Song-Blink 182
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09:47 pm
[Link] | » Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
» Do you love me?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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03:57 pm
[Link] | I used to not understand when people would talk about high school being such an emotional roller coaster, but lately I get it. Four years of your life that are probablly going to be the most important, the decisions you make that could change the rest of your life. You try to make them as best as you can. It's hard, but I'll probablly look back on these years as my best. The friends i have in high school i hope to keep for a long time, because the real world is a hard place to be in. I dont know what my point in this was, i just felt like i had to write it. I wonder if it would be weird if I wrote in this after i was out in the world and had a job and what not, like when i'm in my 30s. I probablly will.
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: I'm only sleeping-The Beatles
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11:13 pm
[Link] | The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! | Created by -ambiguous and taken 49738 times on bzoink! | | What is your favorite.. | | gum | spearmint | | restaurant | Taco Bell | | drink | Crush | | season | inbetween winter and spring | | type of weather | sometimes i like rain, but not after the rain | | emotion | happiness | | thing to do on a half day | sleep in | | late-night activity | write songs | | sport | quiz bowl | | city | not sure, Raleigh? | | store | any type of guitar store | | When was the last time you.. | | cried | few weeks ago | | played a sport | not sure, is hackysack a sport? | | laughed | a few hours ago | | hugged someone | today | | kissed someone | today | | felt depressed | today | | felt elated | yesterday | | felt overworked | cant remember | | faked sick | long time ago | | lied | today, little white ones | | What was the last.. | | word you said | ok | | thing you ate | ice cream sundae | | song you listened to | paperback writer- the beatles | | thing you drank | crush | | place you went to | Funeral Home | | movie you saw | cant remember | | movie you rented | cant remember | | concert you attended | FOB 2 weeks ago | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged | Meagan | | cried over | Meagan | | kissed | Meagan | | danced with | I'm sure it was another guy | | shared a secret with | Meagan | | had a sleepover with | michael a LONG time ago | | called | my grandma | | went to a movie with | cant remember | | saw | my mom | | were angry with | Michael I think, i cant remember | | couldn't take your eyes off of | Meagan | | obsessed over | dont obsess much, unless its the beatles | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain | by myself i think | | kissed someone | yes | | done drugs | no | | drank alcohol | not really, for medicinal purposes ( grandma gave it to me) | | slept around | no | | partied 'til the sun came up | no | | had a movie marathon | yes | | gone too far on a dare | lol, yes | | spun until you were immensely dizzy | yeah a little | | taken a survey quite like this before | kinda | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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05:33 pm
[Link] | My day was going really well until I was alone and had time to think. I hate when I get to think about things. I don't want summer to come, I won't get to see anyone. I dont want anything to change. I wish everything could stay the same. All my senior friends I will probably never see again. Everyone else I won't see for like 3 months. I remember how bad last summer was, I never went anywhere, I don't see anyone. I'm to shy to ask people to hang out. At least with school I get to see people everyday and talk to them, and if Maroney doesnt come back next year, its going to suck. I just cant stop thinking about not talking to people, or seeing them over the summer. I take my time for granted, I put everything off, and say that there is still time, but now i realize, there isnt much time left. This is a really depressing entry, but its how I feel and I had to get it off my chest.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Stuck in A Moment-U2
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10:52 pm
[Link] | well its been awhile since i have updated. Alot has happened, which i will fail to update on. I'll just do an update about the week, then in depth of today. Monday was pretty good, Tuesday was bad Meagan didnt come to school, i was sad, i did go to a concert tuesday night. Wednesday I felt like crap because of the concert. Thursday was pretty good, went and got more guitar strings, and finnally today. Today started off differntly, i slept in because my sis was home and could take me later than my mom. I went to school, found out that Ryan had gotten arrested, and he told me the details, and i told him how to get out of it. Went and made the announcments, which went pretty well. Went to 1st hour, did my homework from the previous night, turned it in late, she didnt do anything about it ( and Adam P. pointed out the fact that she never does anything when i turn stuff in late, he was mad) Then we went to the assembly, and that was ok. Mason gave us 7 minutes to get to class, so i didnt want to waste it, i just hung around the hall and tried to waste 7 minutes. I Went to 2nd, he started off talking about giving us classwork , but we convinced him to let us go to the shop ( where Adam P. and I never do anything but play around with the equipment. ) So then my sis came and gave me some money, she didnt stick around long at all. 2nd hour ended , went to 3rd, saw that Meagan still wasnt there, i started to Kim's history homework ( because i love history) and then i practiced the play for the first half, right before one of my scenes Meagan walked in, and I was really happy, I couldnt go talk to her, because i was about to go on. Finished the play, went and talked to Meagan for a while. Then we went to lunch, I sold the stuff with Westley, did that for a little while, and then went to lunch. Intresting conversation ensued. Went back to class, and we didnt do anything with the play, so i talked to Meagan for the rest of the time. 3rd ended. walked Meagan to her locker, went to 4th, Ms Mac said that nobody could leave because she had to have a serious conversation with us, she told us we needed to calm down, and not disrupt classes so much, and that we cant use any more wheeled devices because of the wheel chair incident. I just told her i didnt care about the wheel chair, because we got a great movie out of it, and thats all that mattered to me. Then she told me i needed to edit because my film was late anyway, so i did, i couldnt stop laughing at the footage we filmed. I got about half of it done. Ended a little early, and just sat around. School ended. Met Meagan at her locker, walked her to her car, talked for a little while. Walked back, talked to Bryan for like a second. Went back and talked to Pat for a long time, my sis got there and then went to talk to ms Wiant. So I talked to Pat for the next 2 hours. Mr Mason asked us what we were doing so I told him we were protesting, to keep french. That reminds me Thursday afternoon, I had a heart to heart with Maroney and updated him on my life. He told me they were probablly going to cut french, and therefore cut him. I was really sad/pissed off. Anyway I came home today, and I felt really sick, I took a nap. Was awoken by the smoke alarm ( my dad was cooking) and then a few minutes later, Kim/ Meagan called, still a little confused because i had just woke up. Talked for a while then they went to go eat. I played guitar for a long time, wrote some music. watched tv, sang some rolling stones, which blew my voice out, and i have a show tommarow. So now i think i'm going to go to bed. Have to get up early.
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06:04 pm
[Link] | I would kill to have the voice/songwriting/music skills of Paul McCartney, the guitar skills of Eric Clapton, and just to be able to write music like "Funeral for a Friend/Love Lies Bleeding" by Elton John. I just had to say that. I may update about my day later.
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10:16 pm
[Link] | please do this for me..........
What Would You do if..?
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got pregnent:
I got dumped:
What Do You Think Of My..?
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Body:
Would You..?
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:
Name:
Age:
Reason for LJ username:
AIM sn:
Reason for AIM sn:
Do you enjoy reading my LJ:
Why:
Interesting fact about you:
Weird fact about you:
Quote:
Will you post this in your LJ:
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10:29 pm
[Link] | THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Adam
2. Adum
3. ADAMN
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Domino763
2. Moondog9
3. yardibird122
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes
2. my right arm
3. my feet
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my legs
2. left arm excluding the fingers
3. my face
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. English
3. Cherokee
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. rejection
2. snakes
3. being alone ( although my grandma and mom agree that i am a recluse)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. watch
2. wallet
3. mp3 player
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. acoustic coffe shirt
2. shoes
3. least favorite boxers
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(*at the moment*)):
1. The Beatles
2. Eric Clapton
3. The solo works of the beatles (currently paul)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. bass
2. drums
3.
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. honesty
2. devotion
3. old couple quality ( meagan knows what im talking about)
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. family guy is great
2. mexicans love chinses food
3. I dont know a lie
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. belly button piercings
3. a nice smile
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. nothing
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THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. say the "g.d" word
2. lie to meagan
3. kiss another guy
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. guitar
2. songwriting
3. singing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. see meagan
2. play guitar
3. kiss meagan
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. history professor
2. computer scientist
3. recording engineer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. england
2. germany
3. israel
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. record an album
2. write a book
3. find love
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. nobody really, meagan has already taken it
2.
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09:40 pm
[Link] | today was "ok". My mom woke me up at 10:30 and asked me if i would wake up for french toast. I said yes. Enjoyed said french toast. took a shower. she told me we were going to ahoskie to get guitar strings. so i got ready, so a little bit of a movie which i would like to see the rest of " Stealing Home". We went to gatesville, went to the library and the to the water department. Then we went to my moms school ( I dont know why) that took her a long time. Then we went to ahoskie. We went to Johnny's Guitars, and I got some strings. Talked to Johnny and the other dude about trying to find a violin bass for me. There was this weird dude playing guitar on the other side the whole time, he was ok, he wasnt that good. so then we left, and went to the chinses resturant in the little plaza where wal mart is. the food was ok, but i kept running into people the entire time i was there, at first Ms. Blowe was behind me in line, said hi to her. then once i got my food, Mia( girl i used to work with at the Health Department) walked in and i didnt recognize her at first, but the she said "Hey Adam!" and i started speaking street gay with her i.e ( omg gurl what is up, how you doin) anyway i finished my food, then we went to walmart, there was this weird dude with drawing utensils, he asked me if i wanted my portrait, i told him no and kept walking , he kept asking me, i got a new wallet, and some tea. As I was walking out i saw chris walking to the door, i shouted his name twice, but he didnt hear, so then i just kept walking and then looked back and he saw me, we talked a while, he asked me about the tea in my bag. Then my mom wanted to go to catos, where i saw ms blowe again. we didnt stay long, we went home, my mom took an alternate route home, it was interesting. we came back to gatesville and my mom paid the insurance, we went home, for like 5 minutes, then i went to guitar, road construction slowed us down alot, the sign switcher dude was sitting on a lunchbox playing gameboy. anyway i got there, and i took my electric, we played some rock, jazz, and then ended off with some blues, we were like 4 minutes into the blues my 1st string snapped while i was doing a double bend, and phil was still playing, and i said " i think we're done" he didnt get it , so i held up the guitar string. so we ended that, and then he called his recording engineer friend, i think we are going to go to the studio one sunday afternoon the 10th or 17th. dont know yet. anyway i left there, and then we went to ANOTHER catos, my mom is trying to find some stupide sweater. then we went to the grocery store, i played with the plungers , and kept sticking them to the floor, then when we were on the pasta isle i kept saying all the pasta names in italian. we left there and came home. i changed the strings on my acoustic with the new elixers. letting them stretch now. got up here and am currently talking to meagan, that was my day.
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: phil's album
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11:29 pm
[Link] | today started off with me wakeing up to my cousin's video game music that kept playing over and over until i couldnt stand it and got up. I got in the shower. Made breakfast. I listened to some music. Cleaned my room a bit. Played guitar, layed around, watched tv, played guitar ( and a string broke). that made me mad. My day was very uneventful and boring. I miss Meagan, its really getting to me now. Monday seems like an eternity. I feel a little sick now. I didnt eat much today. Thats my day.
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07:16 pm
[Link] | you know i thought about it, and I want to be one of those people that talks about their entire day on their journal, so I will. My day started off as usual, with getting up early ( wondering if it was warm enough to wear shorts) it was. Got on the comp at mom's school, printed out the tabs to the songs Meagan wants me to learn. On the way to school, got behind maroney, who wouldnt pass the slow bus. Shouted "pass the freaking bus Garett!" like he could hear me.( to busy smoking his ciggy)lol. I got to school. Chris was there in the morning for a change, had a chat with him. Then I saw Meagan and stole her locker key, walked her to class, went to my class, took a test I was semi prepared for. Read the newspaper, interesting story about the kid that shot up his school. Left that class unlocked Meagan's locker, we walked to homeroom ( avoided stephen daniels on the way). Went to homeroom, had intersting redneck conversation. Read the text messages on dj's phone with some girl that they are supposed to "do it". It was kinda funny. We saw these two kids skipping in the woods, one of which was wearing yellow, how stupid are you if you wear yellow in the woods. More intersesting redneck conversation. Left homeroom, walked Meagan to her class, then went to Ag. Took a test on pesticides which i made a 109 on! because I'm good like that.lol. Then we went to the shop, and we played with the car lift, Adam and I got on it and then Mr. White made it shoot up really fast. It was fun. Then we played with the dolly. Class ended. Walked to 3rd hour, met up with Michael half way. Got to class and talked about how much I hate the word sex to be used as an adjective i.e. " Emily is the sex" which Meagan and I both said verbatim.lol. because we are mentally linked like dat. Moved some stuff off of the stage, and then went and sat in the circle. Went to lunch, which Meagan didn't sing to me again. lol. I went to go get the bracelets from Mr. Evans, I went in there and everything was quiet and they were in a cirlcle. ( Later found out that he and Pat had an argument about socialism and anarchism.) I got Westley to sit out there with me during my shift, he did , he is a really good friend. We sat out there and talked while i sold like 2 bracelets. I got so caught up in conversation that i didnt realize that neither Courtney nor Ayla had come out to replace me yet. Went in and got them, I was kinda mad. Went and got my lunch sat down, and "the girls" were giggling and talking about lip zits. It was pretty funny how they were all acting all giggly. Went back to third hour. Practiced for the play, Meagan was smiling at me alot while i was up there ( i thought there was something wrong with me) lol. Went back in the circle where more girlie talk was going on. Class ended. walked Meagan to her locker, where she told me of another plan involving the dewitt, then rushed off with emily. I went to class and she was going to give us a test on some film history. This was really bad because i havent been in the class for 2 weeks, speed studied with Pat. I think I did Ok on it. Then I wrote the script for out short film with Michael. We finished that, then I went to Mr. Winn's class. Maddie made me take this test about sex online. Left and school ended. Went and met up with Meagan, saw Elizabeth ( didnt have time for out talk) walked Meagan to the door to go outside to the bus. Went and got a soda, met up with Pat and we started talking, Johnathan joined our conversation, we talked about drums and guitars. I went to the gym with them, found a foreign language sign , rippedd it off and took it to Maroney, then he , ms mac, and I got into a discussion about anarchist , socialism , christianity, and a bunch of other stuff. Talked for a long time. I was accused of being a troubled youth like Pat. lol. Just because I believe in alternative forms of government. anywho, met up with Pat again. We talked some more. My mom picked me up, and I came to her school, where I remain now. I randomly started dancing to "the way you make me feel" lol. and I played air guitar to "crazy train". Now I'm just listening to the Beatles and talking to Meagan, my two favorite things. Well that was like the longest entry I have ever written, let's see who actually reads it all.
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: This Boy- The Beatles
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03:55 pm
[Link] | I've listened to this song for like 4 years, but today it just hit me how great it is. I decided to post the lyrics up here. Nobody is going to read them anyway.
Bell Bottom Blues
by Eric Clapton
Bell bottom blues, you made me cry.
I don't want to lose this feeling.
And if I could choose a place to die
It would be in your arms.
Do you want to see me crawl across the floor to you?
Do you want to hear me beg you to take me back?
I'd gladly do it because
I don't want to fade away.
Give me one more day, please.
I don't want to fade away.
In your heart I want to stay.
It's all wrong, but it's all right.
The way that you treat me baby.
Once I was strong but I lost the fight.
You won't find a better loser.
Chorus
Chorus
Bell bottom blues, don't say goodbye.
I'm sure we're gonna meet again,
And if we do, don't you be surprised
If you find me with another lover.
Chorus
I don't want to fade away.
Give me one more day please.
I don't want to fade away.
In your heart I long to stay.
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10:46 pm
[Link] | THE PERFECT GUY/GIRL SURVEY
1. hair color: doesnt really matter
2. eye color: doesnt matter, preferably blue (easier to write songs about a girl with blue eyes)lol
3. height: shorter than me
4. six pack: n/a
5. long or short hair: not too short, a little long
6. glasses: sometimes
7. piercings: it doesnt really matter, but I really like belly button piercings
8. scars: doesnt matter
9. eyebrows: no unibrow , and no eugene levy brows
10. big butt or little: i dont really like huge butts, its hard to explain, lol
11. chest hair: n/a
12. buff or skinny: n/a
13. straight teeth, gap: straight
14. funny or serious: i like when she laughs around me, but i do like seriousness at times
15. party or stay at home: stay at home
16. should she cook or bake: both
17. should she have a best friend: not required, but i guess so
18. should she have a lotta guy friends: doesnt matter, as long as that is all they are
19. outgoing or shy: combo
20. sarcastic or sincere: combo
21. should she love her mother: i guess
22. should she watch chick flicks: sure
23. would she be a smoker: no
24. would she drink: no
25. would she swear: not all the time ( use sparingly)
26. would she play with your hair: yes
27. one or more guys at a time: definetly no, I am a very jealous guy
28. would she pay for dates: no
29. does she kiss on the first date: if the time is right
30. where would you go to dinner: doesnt matter
31. would she bring you flowers: n/a
32. would she lay under the stars with you: yes
33. would she write poetry about you: if she wants to
34. would she call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: definetly, i love the little pet names
35. would she hang out with you and YOUR friends: sure
36. would you hang out with her and HER friends: of course
37. will she walk you to the door at the end: n/a i walk her to the door
38. holding hands: definetly
39. soccer: doesnt matter
40. baseball: doesnt matter
41. basketball: doesnt matter
42. football: doesnt matter
43. water polo: doesnt matter
44. surf: doesnt matter
45. skateboard: doesnt matter
46. snowboard: doesnt matter
47. sing: sure
48. play guitar: sure
49. play piano: i really like that
50. play drums: sure
51. clean her room: not required
52. paint, draw, sculpt: i love artsy girls
53. writes her own music: sure
54. use the word dude: sparingly
55. use the word tight: sparingly
56. would she watch the sun rise with you: yes
57. what kind of car does she drive: doesnt matter
58. how old is she: not to much older/younger than me. as long as there is not a generation gap
59. what would her name be: I'm not sure
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